Sunday, July 1, 2018

StagNation

Gonna... take a minute, Not with it
Institution of myself got me down
Need a graduation from StagNation
Need get back that really good sound

Can you write a blog like you listen to a song
This has been a motivation 
An exaggeration, developing a deeper relation 
Write, delete, read, repeat.

Looking for a path, a way to reach past, do my part
A new purchase, a cddolphins sign was the start
Shady in the head now to direct the conversation
Life's been good to me so far....

Don't like the bar, limits me, feel against the combination
So far from my thought, meeting today went off the expectation
Protocol got me stressing, pause 5 to get my head back on tour jack
Just wish I could rap this out, in my voice, 25 year old confident, get that back  

Think my style is off, think my miles got me cancelled
Tense is past the time, Not doing the Over, looking for Under
Standing, where there is none needed, or deserved
Reserved for the worker, the honest contributor
Believer in me, never changed, but have to refocus the grind
Finding time to write again, to stay out of the Nation...

Over past 6-8 months felt like going Stag
Dancing, my own fiction, like lost best friend
Call it a funk, depression, blueprint for StagNation
Need to come up with it, need to challenge
Don't need another work concussion, BPM Big Sean
The moment bobbing interior, Poppin, Thinking
Creating, even if nothing, to jump start incarnation
Manifestation Determination needs to be a "RAP" declaration
Education got us determining to undermine engagement relations
Same things go for administration, "It is safe" is not the road map
Pull Up, pump "compliance breaks", Lil Mosey Rapped drop the top

Back to the point, stop metaphor, which in itself is the hysteria
Difficult addressing the mystery, the reaction to StagNation
Make it ridiculous, make the goal the "moon"
Lie, quiet.... Most ideas come to you at 5:00am in your room.
Go with it, trust the voice, stop thinking, they are not so anxious
Take it positive, Trust "why" NF's advice, left out the "L"
Well, your behind, reminders my StagNation is other's innovation
Still not happy, therefore "forever problems" creep inside

This is definite fourth edit, welcome comment, need to get out
I sit here excited today about direction we thought.
The direction that is started, the places we've come
The overall delivery of the school we want, what we have left behind

Looking for a new degree, just want my thoughts to be free
Uncomfortable moments, awkward joke, not planned trip
Slip of the tongue, forgiven I think, I thank you
This one's for me, to get me out, summer hours
Release of the responsibility, need to think.
Need to know why synonyms for "free" are sorry
While synonyms for "innovation" are glory grand

The idea of "free" itself is what I want from me
Free to be without constraints of my experiences
Free to be with background knowledges
Free to be without pre-requisites and past actions
Free to be without familiarity of normal
Free to go down any rabbit hole

Running from myself, as I find myself again
Rough copy, I share, fourth take
All copies are rough, that's what makes this tough
Never down, never settle, my nation needs better

From now until August, one blog, one thought
Growth is compare, creation to adaptation
To avoid further StagNation

One Blog.... All summer... My second challenge to my recovering school vlog. 

















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