Sunday, July 1, 2018

StagNation

Gonna... take a minute, Not with it, not this time
Got me down, way up, graduate
No need to negotiate
Interpret, getting back a sound
Love was found, never lost it

Can you write a blog like you listen to a song
This has been a motivation 
An exaggeration,  deeper relation 
Write, delete, read, repeat.

Looking for a path, a way to reach past, do my part

Shady in the head, direct conversation
Life's been good to me.... an alliteration 

It seems so far, limits me, feel against the combination
So far from my thought, meetings off expectation
Protocol got me stressing, pause 5 my recommendation 
In my voice, fight back confusion and apprehension 

Think my style is off, think my miles got me cancelled
Tense is past time, Not doing the Over, looking for Under
Standing, where there is none needed, or deserved
Reserved worker, honest contributor
Believer, never changed, but have to refocus 
Find time to write again, to stay out of the notice Nation... 

Dancing, my own fiction, like lost best friend
Call it a funk, depression, blueprint 
Need to come up, need to challenge
Don't need another work concussion, Pardison consumption
Moment of bobbing interior, Poppin, Thinking
Creating, even if nothing, to jump start incarnation
Manifestation Determination needs to be a "RAP" declaration
Education got us determining to undermine engagements
Same things go for administration, "It is safe" not your turn
Relative democracy, context classroom, content news stations
Space open, closed circle sharing, frees to bring opposite relations

Back to the point, stop metaphor, which in itself is hysteria
Difficult addressing mystery, the reaction to Stagnate initiation
Make it ridiculous, make the goal the "moon"
Lie, quiet.... Most ideas come to you at 5:00am in your room.
Go with it, trust the voice, stop thinking, they are not so anxious
Neal down, Well, your behind
Reminders my StagNation is other's innovation

Seventh edit here, sixth was read with tone
Direction that is started, things we've done
Excited today about direction we thought 
Onward, forward, forth, the thesaurus I got 

Looking for a new degree, just want my mind to be free
Uncomfortable moments, awkward joke, not planned trip
Slip of the tongue, forgiven I think, I thank you
This one's for me, to get me out, summer hours
Release of the responsibility, needs to shout
Need to know why synonyms for "free" are sorry
While synonyms for "innovation" are glory grand

The idea of "free" itself is what I want from me
Free to not think in terms of me
Free to think as we are we
Me for me, see destiny, or path is clean
Freestyle, not me, wish is different than need
Running from myself, as I find myself again
Rough copy, I share, seventh take
All copies are rough, that's what makes this tough
Never down, never settle, my nation needs...
Better and better, my uncle's motto, from construction

From now until August, one blog, one thought
Growth is compare, creation to adaptation
Trying to keep balance with consumption
To avoid further StagNation

One Blog.... All summer... My second challenge to my faltering school vlog. 

RH Factor - Common Freestyle - 104 BPM - Definitely worth a listen!

 

Still not happy, irked, therefore "forever problems" lurk - HAHA! 


















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